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Looking at my body I see a body that has been through every food experiment I could discover and trust through books, wellness programmes, dieticians and doctors. Most of them were restricting some part of what was available for me to eat. Most of them had a purification period, a grace period and a collapse period. They all worked for a while, some years at best.   But I never fell for any of them. I never fully endorsed or followed them. Each time, at each attempt something in me was always resisting to conform. Not out of weakness or laziness, not based on a metabolic or health issue but simply because I did not want to do it. Still, I have self-blamed myself for not trying enough, for not…

When you fall in love you do not count what you get and if that is a fair exchange. You do not look for the imbalances or the misfits. You do not measure your day with what you got out of everything and what the others do for you. You are quite the opposite of a self-centered being. The paradox of it is that you have spent all of your life trying to put a high price on yourself, to sell out at your highest bidder, refining all of your character, with knowledge, culture and empathy. So you invested countless hours studying to break free from the basic ignorance of human species. You explored the arts to bring colour, movement and sound to your elementary sensory canvas. You attempted the…